Monday, June 16, 2008

As the world turns or As the children age.....

Okay so yesterday wasn't the best day in my life but then again I didn't expect it to be. Nick grew up and moved away to Raleigh- he's going to the Raleigh school of communication and arts to get a degree in music and recording. It amazes me but really shouldn't that he is all grown up and on his own.. While i understand in order for him to become a self- supporting adult he must live on his own and learn to pay bills and be accountable- i in turn feel like the employee that worked for a company for twenty some years only to be given a fake golden watch and told "we don't need you any more". Yes, I know i'm still needed as a mom but it is so different when your kids need you for everything and when they only need you for little things. YES, i am waddling in self pity. On the other hand Rob and I are going to Raleigh this wednesday so I can be tortured at UNC and have dental surgery on thursday. Guess what We're staying at Nicks apartment... he is already making dinner plans and such for us. Then (and this is the most exciting part other then the strong drugs they have to give me :) ) Rob and I are going to Richmond to see my mommy, dad, sister, and brother. Rob and my daddy are going fishing and I get to spend time with my mom, sister, and brother.
Audrey turned two on Friday (13th). She had a huge party on Saturday and got more toys then she will ever be able to play with. of course she doesn't know how to share and her favorite word is 'mine'. She is sooo adorable though that it's easy to over look any thing that may be seen as a flaw. Bekah is standing up without holding on but no walking as of yet... as i have said before they grow up way to fast...

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